The Week That Was

Wow, I haven't been here in a while. I haven't had much to talk about in a while, but I guess I will be here to talk. Christmas was last week and I got pretty much everything I wanted (except that big pile of cash...). I got Guitar Hero II with the Guitar controller, a comforter (which is actually one of my faves this year, it's so comfy), Stargate SG-1 Season 9 on DVD, as well as Gift Cards to Wendy's, McD's, Best Buy, Mobil and others. I, of course, was supposed to spend my Best Buy card on Wii games (well, was told I should), but I bought LAN games instead. CS:S and DoD:S are now mine, as well as HL2, which I shall play if I ever find the time. I bought it mostly to install a few more mods I need. That was Christmas. Now, we are moving towards the new year. I am going to attend my first ever LAN party with the kids from Amesbury, which I hope will be as awesome as I hear. I am even trying to get better at said LAN games above; I even went to the Holodek (a gaming facility) to play with a friend and get some tips. It also seems that this past week was the week of death in celeb land. Three deaths by major people in politics and music this past week. One we never saw coming, one was on either side, and one of course we saw coming. I am, of course, talking about James Brown, Gerald Ford, and Suddam Hussien (respectively). I am torn on the Suddam execution a little, because of the main reasons everyone is reporting. The fact that he had so many followers, that they might rebel more now that their leader is dead. However, he's dead now, that's that. We'll just have to wait and see. I am also entertaining the thought of finding a second job. I don't mind Dunks as much as I used to, it's growing on me. It's the fact that I don't want to be stuck at Dunks forever, so I want to go back to school. For journalism/*insert other related writing major here*. I want write/report, so going back to school for that might get me in the right direction. I think finally the years on newspaper at high school are catching up to me, biting me in the ass, and infecting my journalism nerves again. We'll see. But, that's me in a nutshell. I am still here living, just procrastinating as usual. I shall attempt to update this more in the new year, but we'll see. I think I'll post my list of games that are on my To-Beat list. There are too many to count right now. That's all I have to say.

Hard

I've played games that are difficult in nature, but was victorious. I bought a Rubix Cube, in order to learn how to solve it. I finally learned how to do that. I thought I would suck at writing poetry, but have a nice little collection. Those things are nothing compared to asking a girl out in my books. I can't muster the words up and I can't find the never to hit that send button. I already know I am cool in her mom's books, as I met her before I met this girl. However, I just can't find the courage to send that message to her. What caused me to be such a pussy? Seriously, I wish I was not afraid of rejection and humilation as much as I am. Someone needs to slap some balls on me. I suck.